Over the last 5 months I have started a new Career, lost my mother in law to a stroke, sent our son JT off to College, came home to a water heater break and flooded home, been living in the Residence Inn for over 2 months and Celebrated a Birthday Post Chemo.
Starting a new Career has been so great for me, a blessing and so fun. A great friend offered to train me in becoming a bookkeeper and Office Manager. I have loved it and learned so much.
We lost the Matriarch of the Sarmiento Family, please read the Post "Martina Bagaman Sarmiento, Till We Meet Again".
Taking my son to school was bitter sweet. I know I can call him and skype him anytime however this is just a preparation for his Mission. JT is doing so great and we had a fun road trip getting there. As always funny things happen along the way but thats what make for fun family stories and laughs.
I return home with Dillon after our road trip to BYU-Idaho to find that Kenny and Makayla had cleaned the home from top to bottom for me. Not a speck of dust, furniture all in place and nothing on the floor. The next day I went to work, picked up Dillon after school then opened the front door to find our home was a Steam Bath.....our hot water heater pipe had broke and blew a hole through our Master Closet and Suite as well as flooded the kitchen and two hall ways. Luckily we have renters insurance. We have been at the Residence Inn now for nearly 3 months waiting for the Landlord to fix what needs to be done so we can move back in, which isn't looking so great now. We have decided to move into another home but thats not as easy as one would think.
I Celebrated my 46th Birthday yesterday but it wasn't just any Birthday, it was the first Post Chemo Birthday. I have learned that my life has a new normal for everything. Tuesday I woke up feeling a little like I was going to get a cold, by 1pm I was feeling really sick so I emailed my Oncologist with my symptoms. She told me to go to the Dr now!!! By 6pm I as so sick the Dr put me on ZPack, Ear Drop Antibiotics and cough medicine (that made me sick to my stomach....yuk). The Dr said my immune system is so low that any normal bug that one would be able to fight off could turn in to pneumonia for me quite quickly. I am frustrated that I can't just fight off a bug, I can't just lose the weight that I put on over the last year, I can't get rid of my new condition Lymphodema. BUT I am thankful for everyday I have on this earth and intend on making the best of each day. I am so grateful for my loving and wonderful Husband Kenny, my amazing children and extended family.
This week last year I started my Chemotherapy, this week this year I have Hair, Happiness, Hope, Life and an Amazing Family.
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
On The Road To Recovery!!
I've been drinking this amazing antioxydent and vitamin drink called Vemma. After Chemo and surgeries I have had a hard time getting my body back to normal. My sister told me about this vitamin drink and sent it to me. Once I started to drinking it my energy level rose, my skin became softer, my hair is growing in faster and thicker. So I have been looking into this and found that the vitamins used in the this drink (that you only take 2oz daily) is all natural. There is nothing synthetic or unnatural about it. I can testify to you that this drink works, it goes after the deficiencies in your body to make them right. Check out my new Vemma Website at marri1.vemma.com
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Milestones.......
Yesterday was yet another doctors appointment, as I was sitting there I realized how last year my biggest milestone was becoming a Mother In Law for the first time....this year my biggest milestone is growing my hair back!
I am so excited to be moving forward in life. I realize how lucky and blessed I am and I have also realized what's really important in life. Sometimes you don't need to be "ontime" to everything, if your just a few minutes late because your daughter want's you to braid her hair... that's ok. If your a little late because your son want's to tell you something that's so important to him, like a video game you can't seem to wrap your head around...that's ok.
I have served on so many different Executive Boards for so many different Organizations and have seen my fair share of "drama", I choose now to stay so clear of all the drama others create, that's not worth it. When I am involved in an organization it's all about fun, those we serve and learning as we go along. I have been blessed in meeting people in so many areas of my life, all these people I can truly call friends.
I have been busy jumping back into being a mom again and not so much healing. I realize my healing will be a long long process, but I am so happy to take time for me, read my scriptures daily and take care of my family. Outside influences wont get me down, you shouldn't let them get you down either.
So here's my question for you.....what was your milestone last year?
I am so excited to be moving forward in life. I realize how lucky and blessed I am and I have also realized what's really important in life. Sometimes you don't need to be "ontime" to everything, if your just a few minutes late because your daughter want's you to braid her hair... that's ok. If your a little late because your son want's to tell you something that's so important to him, like a video game you can't seem to wrap your head around...that's ok.
I have served on so many different Executive Boards for so many different Organizations and have seen my fair share of "drama", I choose now to stay so clear of all the drama others create, that's not worth it. When I am involved in an organization it's all about fun, those we serve and learning as we go along. I have been blessed in meeting people in so many areas of my life, all these people I can truly call friends.
I have been busy jumping back into being a mom again and not so much healing. I realize my healing will be a long long process, but I am so happy to take time for me, read my scriptures daily and take care of my family. Outside influences wont get me down, you shouldn't let them get you down either.
So here's my question for you.....what was your milestone last year?
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
In Good Company
So much is going on lately, yes its due to the end of the school year. We are at the end of 3rd grade, 8th grade, 3rd year at College and High School Graduation!!! Wohoo! We have successfully had 3 children graduate high school and be accepted into a University! We are so proud of our kids, I'm gushing I know. It always seems to sneak up on you, once Spring Break is done the time rushes by and before you know it, your sitting in a crowd of proud parents cheering on these Graduating Seniors success. As always life goes on and moves forward.
A couple of months ago I was asked to be a speaker at our local American Cancer Society Relay for Life 24 hour event. I was very humbled and excited to have this opportunity. So Sunday was the big day, I was to speak to all those who had spent the night after 24 hours of walking, fundraising and having fun. I arrived with my family and thought to myself "how many people are really going to be there and listen to what I have to say". Well there were many and they were so excited to take that final lap of the event. I was to speak to this amazing group of people who had raised over $400,000.00 for ACS. These are self motivating, caring, supporting, compassionate people who spend 12 months preparing and raising money for Cancer research, patient care and many more support activities and events that ACS offer's.
As I took the stage I felt totally in my element, I knew this is what I should be doing. I wasn't nervous at all, I was really excited to be able to share a bit about my story but more so, I was able to rally the supporters in asking for another 12 months of hard labor of love of Relay For Life work. I asked for a show of hands in the crowd of who were Cancer Survivors, there were a few compared to the number of 100's that were in front of me. I felt that the few of us Survivors were in good company with all those who care so much. I have a good feeling about public speaking and striving to be a motivational speaker!
So the funny part of all this is I received an email asking for a picture of myself and my Bio. I really wasn't paying attention so I took one of myself and then wrote something as in Third Person. After I arrived at the Relay for Life I see they had a special insert from our local newspaper all on the weekend long ACS Event. As I am thumbing through it looking for what vendors were there and what the activities would be I see my silly picture in large print! I thought to myself "Oh my, what did I do"? There was my bio and the pictures I had submitted. I just have to laugh and pay more attention to what my emails read...ha ha.
A couple of months ago I was asked to be a speaker at our local American Cancer Society Relay for Life 24 hour event. I was very humbled and excited to have this opportunity. So Sunday was the big day, I was to speak to all those who had spent the night after 24 hours of walking, fundraising and having fun. I arrived with my family and thought to myself "how many people are really going to be there and listen to what I have to say". Well there were many and they were so excited to take that final lap of the event. I was to speak to this amazing group of people who had raised over $400,000.00 for ACS. These are self motivating, caring, supporting, compassionate people who spend 12 months preparing and raising money for Cancer research, patient care and many more support activities and events that ACS offer's.
As I took the stage I felt totally in my element, I knew this is what I should be doing. I wasn't nervous at all, I was really excited to be able to share a bit about my story but more so, I was able to rally the supporters in asking for another 12 months of hard labor of love of Relay For Life work. I asked for a show of hands in the crowd of who were Cancer Survivors, there were a few compared to the number of 100's that were in front of me. I felt that the few of us Survivors were in good company with all those who care so much. I have a good feeling about public speaking and striving to be a motivational speaker!
So the funny part of all this is I received an email asking for a picture of myself and my Bio. I really wasn't paying attention so I took one of myself and then wrote something as in Third Person. After I arrived at the Relay for Life I see they had a special insert from our local newspaper all on the weekend long ACS Event. As I am thumbing through it looking for what vendors were there and what the activities would be I see my silly picture in large print! I thought to myself "Oh my, what did I do"? There was my bio and the pictures I had submitted. I just have to laugh and pay more attention to what my emails read...ha ha.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Finding A Happy Place
So much has happened in the last 6 weeks, it's almost too much to think about but I am so glad it's all behind me and my family. Having a Bi-Lateral Mastectomy was hard, and it was hard to wake up to see what my new reality is. Then to overcome the pain in just 4 days and to be only on Motrin, as needed, was a blessing. I have weekly Doctors appointments with my Plastic Surgeon so I feel like I now live at Kaiser Los Angeles Medical Center. The week leading up to my Hysterectomy I had appointments for either myself or one of my kids on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Sunday. I arrived at my scheduled time of 5:30am on Monday March 19th, Kenny & I thought we would be the first ones there...Boy were we surprised. There were about 20 people, all there for their 7:30am surgeries as well. I was called back and the nurse was so incredibly nice to let Kenny come back with me. I hate when I have an IV placed in my hand, so Kenny was able to bet here for the great Hand Squeeze. I was in surgery for about 2 hours and all went well, but they decided to keep me for one night anyway. When I woke up in recovery it was just my luck that the floor I was assigned to wasn't ready for me. While I waited 9 hours, I was on a great pain killer that I had a hand pump for. You learn to really appreciate your Pre and Post Op nurses more when you see what they do on a daily basis. I had a 5 year old wake up next to me that was so upset due to the anesthesia, her mom was trying so hard to console her. While I was laying there thinking about this little girl and her mom, I said a prayer. I kid you not, with in minutes this girl went from inconsolable to complete calm and was able to go home. On my other side I had a women who went in for a Carpal Tunnel surgery and woke up with chest pains. Turns out she was a heart patient, so I prayed for her too. Her family was shocked to know that she was having heart problems. There were so many doctors who came and took care of this woman. I felt so lucky that I woke up fine and was quite entertained by all the action around me...he he.
I have healed pretty well and only had one moment of that "sadness" from losing all my female hormones. Lets hope that was my only one. I am so incredibly grateful that I have great doctors and have been able to beat this Cancer. I recently read a couple of statistics from the Susan G Koman Foundation that in Los Angeles County there are over 100 women weekly who are diagnosed with Breast Cancer. Every 13 minutes in the United States a women dies from Breast Cancer. I started asking Doctors and Nurses why so many men and women have been diagnosed with some form of cancer recently, it almost seems like an epidemic. It seems the universal answer is "health care", a simple answer. Most, if not all, diseases are preventable with early detection. If you attend a yearly doctor physical visit, women annual mammograms and pap smears and if we are proactive about our health we can beat anything!! I have said it before and I will repeat myself now, it's all in the positive attitude.
You would think that my family could keep themselves healthy while I am dealing with surgeries and treatments, well they have for months now but it all caught up to us recently. Kenny had a cold flu and with a combination of moving furniture and coughing so hard he pulled a muscle. He went to Kaiser for his flu and they ended up running all kinds of tests for a possible heart problem. Diagnosis....pulled muscle. Oh gosh it's funny now but when he was there we were kinda scared. Then JT became ill and slept for 5 days straight and didn't eat, I was very worried and was thinking he might have Mono. I sent him off to Kaiser and the Doctor said it was just a bad case of the flu. Once he heard that, he was miraculously healed and was back to going out with his friends and played in the Lacrosse game that week. Janessa came to town for 2 doctors appointments and lots of immunizations for her Haiti trip. In a soccer game on Saturday Makayla had fallen and we thought broke her wrist...after a Sunday Kaiser visit, it's only a sprain. Cassandra called me with the infamous "Mom I'm ok but..." she seemed to have hurt her good knee. She is in Provo so there isn't much I can do for her but tell her to ice/heat, take Motrin and elevate. Luckily Dillon, Austin and I were the only ones illness free!! All in all it could have been so much worse. At times you have to put yourself in a happy place and imagine all the craziness around you isn't happening. My happy place is either on a beach in Hawaii, a cruise with my family or park hopping at Disney World!!!
I am so glad my surgeries and chemo are behind me and it's all up hill from here. In the last 6 months I have endured 4 surgeries and 4 rounds of chemo. I need to let my body heal but I also realize that now is the time for me to start a new career and help others to learn that a positive attitude will get you through anything.
I have healed pretty well and only had one moment of that "sadness" from losing all my female hormones. Lets hope that was my only one. I am so incredibly grateful that I have great doctors and have been able to beat this Cancer. I recently read a couple of statistics from the Susan G Koman Foundation that in Los Angeles County there are over 100 women weekly who are diagnosed with Breast Cancer. Every 13 minutes in the United States a women dies from Breast Cancer. I started asking Doctors and Nurses why so many men and women have been diagnosed with some form of cancer recently, it almost seems like an epidemic. It seems the universal answer is "health care", a simple answer. Most, if not all, diseases are preventable with early detection. If you attend a yearly doctor physical visit, women annual mammograms and pap smears and if we are proactive about our health we can beat anything!! I have said it before and I will repeat myself now, it's all in the positive attitude.
You would think that my family could keep themselves healthy while I am dealing with surgeries and treatments, well they have for months now but it all caught up to us recently. Kenny had a cold flu and with a combination of moving furniture and coughing so hard he pulled a muscle. He went to Kaiser for his flu and they ended up running all kinds of tests for a possible heart problem. Diagnosis....pulled muscle. Oh gosh it's funny now but when he was there we were kinda scared. Then JT became ill and slept for 5 days straight and didn't eat, I was very worried and was thinking he might have Mono. I sent him off to Kaiser and the Doctor said it was just a bad case of the flu. Once he heard that, he was miraculously healed and was back to going out with his friends and played in the Lacrosse game that week. Janessa came to town for 2 doctors appointments and lots of immunizations for her Haiti trip. In a soccer game on Saturday Makayla had fallen and we thought broke her wrist...after a Sunday Kaiser visit, it's only a sprain. Cassandra called me with the infamous "Mom I'm ok but..." she seemed to have hurt her good knee. She is in Provo so there isn't much I can do for her but tell her to ice/heat, take Motrin and elevate. Luckily Dillon, Austin and I were the only ones illness free!! All in all it could have been so much worse. At times you have to put yourself in a happy place and imagine all the craziness around you isn't happening. My happy place is either on a beach in Hawaii, a cruise with my family or park hopping at Disney World!!!
I am so glad my surgeries and chemo are behind me and it's all up hill from here. In the last 6 months I have endured 4 surgeries and 4 rounds of chemo. I need to let my body heal but I also realize that now is the time for me to start a new career and help others to learn that a positive attitude will get you through anything.
Faith in our Heavenly Father gives you strength.
Trust in all the blessings that are around you, they are gifts.
Pixie Dust, a little magic from Disneyland is the best medicine ever!!!
Whats Your Happy Place?
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
That Little Bugger
Tuesday February 21, 2012, after over 4 hours of a Bi-Lateral Mastectomy surgery, I woke up a new person. I had spent 2 nights in the hospital & was then able to go home....note to self: after major surgery, don't go home during rush hour traffic in LA!!! I will say being prepared for what I would wake up to really helped, but still hard to look down and see what Cancer can do to you. I did have a nice talk with my body that morning "Well, I have known you all my life but recently you have made me sick. I think my husband has enjoyed you more than I have, now it's time for you to go". You have to find humor in all this, otherwise its not worth the anguish. The pain hasn't been too bad and by Saturday I was only taking Advil for pain. I wouldn't have been able to get through this without my the support and love of my husband, family, faith and friends. I have so loved all the flowers, plants, magazines, baked goods, dinners and company during this last week.
Wednesday February 29, 2012 at my post op appointments I learned from the pathology report that I had more cancer removed. It was a very small cell but Lobular Cancer spreads & I guess my Lobular cancer was trying to spread, that little bugger just didn't want to leave! I knew with certainty having this surgery was what I needed to do, and that pathology report just confirmed it for me. I feel very blessed to have the doctors I have. I have been able to catch up on some shows and movies I have missed over the last few months. Recovering from a double mastectomy is easier than recovering from chemo...for sure! I still have my complete hysterectomy coming up soon. Walking around the streets of LA going from one appointment to another today was a bit scary. All I could think of is, I hope no one bumps into me. Having stitches across your chest has that protective/scariness to it. Just taking it easy is not one of my strong points, I can't wait to drive, get back being busy and wondering where the day went with so much to do. I am allowed to go on my long walks again, my hair is growing and that since of independence is coming back again. Can you tell, I'm excited!!! Having Cancer isn't always easy but my cancer is beatable! Having such a great support system has made this fight so much easier. Get the tissues out and see this through to the end....just like you are doing for me. Thank You All, this one is for you!!
Wednesday February 29, 2012 at my post op appointments I learned from the pathology report that I had more cancer removed. It was a very small cell but Lobular Cancer spreads & I guess my Lobular cancer was trying to spread, that little bugger just didn't want to leave! I knew with certainty having this surgery was what I needed to do, and that pathology report just confirmed it for me. I feel very blessed to have the doctors I have. I have been able to catch up on some shows and movies I have missed over the last few months. Recovering from a double mastectomy is easier than recovering from chemo...for sure! I still have my complete hysterectomy coming up soon. Walking around the streets of LA going from one appointment to another today was a bit scary. All I could think of is, I hope no one bumps into me. Having stitches across your chest has that protective/scariness to it. Just taking it easy is not one of my strong points, I can't wait to drive, get back being busy and wondering where the day went with so much to do. I am allowed to go on my long walks again, my hair is growing and that since of independence is coming back again. Can you tell, I'm excited!!! Having Cancer isn't always easy but my cancer is beatable! Having such a great support system has made this fight so much easier. Get the tissues out and see this through to the end....just like you are doing for me. Thank You All, this one is for you!!
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
A Week In Review.......
Dillon passed all his math tests early this year and was able to attend an Ice Cream Party to celebrate!!! This 3rd Grader is now working on division!!! WOW
Makayla came home so very excited to be one of a few soloists performing in her Jr High School Dance Show Recital. Yeah!!!!!
JT was accepted into BYU-Idaho and will be on the Spring/Fall Track. He will be going with some friends, lets just hope he doesn't have too much fun. We are very proud of him but wondering how much dirty laundry he will be bringing home at Christmas??? ha ha
Cassandra was interviewed for weekly show on BYU TV. That was so fun to see "Foot Poetry" highlighted for their voluntary efforts in performing at events such as fundraisers. Gotta love tap dancers!!
Janessa got a new job and was selected to be the Project Director for a BYU Non Profit group that travels to Haiti and helps with what ever sustaining is needed. She will be there all summer.
Austin (son in law) will be attending lots of training for his military position this summer in and out of the country. Not easy to do but not surprised he was selected!! Hoo-Ra!
While having my pre-op in LA I had lots of messages on my iPhone that "Breaking News" was going on just a block away. There were Firefighters, Cops, News Crews and Helicopters all around. Well, just another day in Los Angeles.
I was tricked into attending an event and then surprised as I was given an award from Newhall Elementary PTA for volunteering. I was shocked and humbled, my good friend of 18 years tricked me and brought me to this event, then stood up and spoke such wonderful words of how she thought of me (all good) and yes we shed a few tears. They even got 3 of my kids and Kenny there. I volunteer in PTA because of the kids, the schools, teachers and so many great programs, grants and scholarships that PTA offers to our schools nationwide. I cannot express my gratitude enough for the recognition of volunteering in the community, it's something I have loved doing.
Dillon's 2nd Grade teacher texted me at about 6:45am to tell me she had her baby boy just 12 hours before! Oh my gosh is Kyle so very cute! I was so excited to see this beautiful new little baby that was so sweet in his moms arms. I can't wait to see and hold him again!!
I had the opportunity to meet with three wonderful women who have something in common with me, I guess you can figure out what that is (wink wink). We found it alarming how many have recently been diagnosed with Breast Cancer. The statistics read that 1 in 8 women are diagnosed with Breast Cancer, I wonder if those numbers will change soon to read 1 in 6? These women are so wonderful and fun to talk to. All of us have had Chemo and these women have had either a Single or Bi-Lateral Mastectomy as well. I was so excited to see that these women have hair!! They are walking around with surgeries and treatments done and just recovery ahead. The funny thing about hair growing back in after Chemo, the last thing on your mind is to have it cut, trimmed or colored...Your Just Happy To Have Your Hair Again! I am so happy to say my hair is growing in, slowly at this point but it's growing in. I am not sure what color it is yet, but I am hoping its not one I would have to color. I have never in my life had to color my hair, I loved my hair color and wishes it comes back the same. No matter the color or texture I just pray daily my hair grows in fast.
No matter what is on my plate....life keeps going.
Makayla came home so very excited to be one of a few soloists performing in her Jr High School Dance Show Recital. Yeah!!!!!
JT was accepted into BYU-Idaho and will be on the Spring/Fall Track. He will be going with some friends, lets just hope he doesn't have too much fun. We are very proud of him but wondering how much dirty laundry he will be bringing home at Christmas??? ha ha
Cassandra was interviewed for weekly show on BYU TV. That was so fun to see "Foot Poetry" highlighted for their voluntary efforts in performing at events such as fundraisers. Gotta love tap dancers!!
Janessa got a new job and was selected to be the Project Director for a BYU Non Profit group that travels to Haiti and helps with what ever sustaining is needed. She will be there all summer.
Austin (son in law) will be attending lots of training for his military position this summer in and out of the country. Not easy to do but not surprised he was selected!! Hoo-Ra!
While having my pre-op in LA I had lots of messages on my iPhone that "Breaking News" was going on just a block away. There were Firefighters, Cops, News Crews and Helicopters all around. Well, just another day in Los Angeles.
I was tricked into attending an event and then surprised as I was given an award from Newhall Elementary PTA for volunteering. I was shocked and humbled, my good friend of 18 years tricked me and brought me to this event, then stood up and spoke such wonderful words of how she thought of me (all good) and yes we shed a few tears. They even got 3 of my kids and Kenny there. I volunteer in PTA because of the kids, the schools, teachers and so many great programs, grants and scholarships that PTA offers to our schools nationwide. I cannot express my gratitude enough for the recognition of volunteering in the community, it's something I have loved doing.
Dillon's 2nd Grade teacher texted me at about 6:45am to tell me she had her baby boy just 12 hours before! Oh my gosh is Kyle so very cute! I was so excited to see this beautiful new little baby that was so sweet in his moms arms. I can't wait to see and hold him again!!
I had the opportunity to meet with three wonderful women who have something in common with me, I guess you can figure out what that is (wink wink). We found it alarming how many have recently been diagnosed with Breast Cancer. The statistics read that 1 in 8 women are diagnosed with Breast Cancer, I wonder if those numbers will change soon to read 1 in 6? These women are so wonderful and fun to talk to. All of us have had Chemo and these women have had either a Single or Bi-Lateral Mastectomy as well. I was so excited to see that these women have hair!! They are walking around with surgeries and treatments done and just recovery ahead. The funny thing about hair growing back in after Chemo, the last thing on your mind is to have it cut, trimmed or colored...Your Just Happy To Have Your Hair Again! I am so happy to say my hair is growing in, slowly at this point but it's growing in. I am not sure what color it is yet, but I am hoping its not one I would have to color. I have never in my life had to color my hair, I loved my hair color and wishes it comes back the same. No matter the color or texture I just pray daily my hair grows in fast.
No matter what is on my plate....life keeps going.
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