So much on my mind....or is it just too hot? What ever the case, I just can't sleep! I never fails, here it is 3am and I am wide awake!! Yes I worry about my kids...will they; succeed in their dreams, make good choices, be safe, good examples, do well in school/work. Then I worry about other members of my family and their health, future etc.... Then I realize I am just rationalizing why I am still awake! UGH Lets face it, this is what happens due to Post Chemo and current medication.
The summer months bring what I really don't like....heat! I love tempters in the 50s-low 80s. I wouldn't mind 20s once in a while too!! I love weather change, but here in So Cal that is a rarity. School has started and the weather should become like fall right....oh wait, school started in August! Mother Nature may need to change her ways to accommodate. The heat doesn't help with sleeplessness but AC and a big fan does.
This last month I have rededicated myself to exercising again. The side effects I have with exercising from the Arimidex I take is painful, but I push through so I can participate in my first Race!! Labor Day 2015 I will run in the South Jordan Temple 2 Temple Steeplechase! I am so excited, however when I signed up I thought I was going to run a 5k...3 miles that I can do. After I registered online I realized Oops this is a 5 mile race!!! Looks like I will be walking most of this, but at least I am doing it! I think I will sleep really we'll that night....he he he.
Counting Sheep, Reading, Watching TV.....done it all. I could complain but hey, Im still alive and I will take that. Got to go and rest up for my 5:30am wake up alarm....
